"I do wonder when he stopped loving me and how long he wasted my time. I guess I’ll never know, and maybe that’s OK. I have since tried to get rid of everything that reminds me of him. Have you ever tried to remove seven years of your life? It’s not easy and I’m starting to think it isn’t possible. I, unlike him, can’t even think of dating yet let alone being in love again without running for the hills. I guess that will come with time. We hear that time heals and time only moves forward, but for me, the word “time” has lost all meaning. I’m as impatient as ever and want to be over it. However, I’m not feeling totally under it anymore and I think that’s progress."